another Sunday

it's been a real frustrating long day for the most part.  I woke up about 3:00 a.m. wondering if I had made my ride for church today.  I wasn't sure and Stacy was coming at 6:30. I called before she got here and sure enough I haven't made my ride.  I didn't tell her though, because I felt terrible that she came all the way over to get me dressed, her  back with killing her she didn't know how she had hurt it. I got dressed even though I wasn't going anywhere

 I was going to make my ride but I made a huge mistake and got all stressed out.  I was  facebook, they have this feature where you can import your contacts from other e-mail programs and there were some addresses that wanted to get from my AOL address book.  So I use the import feature, where you could send invites.  I checked the addresses that are wanted to copy thinking that it would confirm with me for it sent anything because they wouldn't let me copy it from the list itself.  I was thinking that it would put it on a form and then I could copy it from there.  Not only did it not do that but in addition it immediately sent facebook invitations to not only the ones I had checked off but also to every single person in my address book! some of these peopleI do not talk to anymore or don't view it as  safe.  lots of them I just don't have that type her relationship with

So when this happens I guess that making my ride went out the window

I had a terrible nightmare, I  was in this house with people I didn't know.  All the people were dark complected and all I knew was that I was in a room and in the next room there was a woman and she was very mad at a young girl.  She was hitting her over and over again.  I was wondering what I was doing there and feeling so afraid for that girl in the next room.  There  was another girl I think she was in the same room as me, she kept laughing at the girl that was getting hit and I just felt so sad and wondered why she was laughing and why was I there with a bunch of people that I didn't know

I am wondering if they were people in the system, because I know all the people were black and I know very well that there are different accents that come out of my mouth, I don't no what the ladies looked like but I don't think it's them. I do think they are in that same area we are, I don't understand why can't see them though, I think they are in the same place because at times they come out so easily and quickly I have even been asked by a few people if I was biracial but I'm not sure, they could very well be from the middle things are a lot harder to figure out nowadays

I am concerned to because when I woke up Wednesday morning my remote for the TV was in a place that I couldn't have put it without getting out of my bed.  Usually when I lose time I am heading to bed but I just don't get there.  It bothers me a lot because I have no sense of anything nothing, seems like things are happening quite often and I don't even have a sense of when, why or how.

to top the day off I decided to try to program the fancy "learning" remote remote that I bought.  To make this story short, I spent $100 for it, it took me about two hours to program it to turn on my TV and my cable box in the living room.  There is no way that I can possibly remember what buttons to push to do what and I would still have to program the TV in my bedroom I am taking in back I could use the money in a lot better and less frustrating way, if you have read this far congratulation as I know this was long
written by Barb  of this crowd